So this is a lot harder than i thought to keep up with this..... Lately my brain will not turn off and i am randomly thinking about a lot of things im all over the place Happy Sad Crying and just ready to give up all the time I just want to stay in bed and not leave the house but whats new...
When i think about my friends family and outside relationships i can say that there are only a few that are really in my corner and most who are against me but I dont now how to tell the ones that i would love to have out of my life how i really feel about them because i dont want to hurt their feelings even though when mine are constantly HURT. How do you tell someone that your relationship with them is toxic and i feel like its holding me back Im tired of Keeping everything to myself when it comes to the way that i feel about them.
Are their feelings more important to me..My mind is telling me no so i will keep thinking of ways to let them down and faze people out of my life slowy because i feel if they cannot be here for me during my sturggle then they will not be here for me when i am doing greater things!
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